Monday, April 11, 2011

Ella's Story


Blog posts dating from October of 2010 to February 2011

Before Ladybug was born



After Ladybug was born











The story is, by no means, over. Grieving for my girl will be a lifelong process. Each day gets a little easier, some moments take me back. We look to the future with hope and longing. Ella will always be my cherished little girl, my ultimate inspiration, and "the best thing that has ever been mine."


"Now that it's over, I just want to hold her. I'd give up all the world to see that piece of heaven looking back at me." from the song "Lucy" by Skillet.

6 comments:

Saimi said...

Wow, looking back like that pretty much says it all with everything you have been through. My heart still goes out to you.

Hugs!

Serene is my name, not my life! said...

You know, when I first started reading your blog I missed the reason why you were on bed rest. So I confess it was a shock for me to find out what had happened.

I know you are hurting WAY more than you have ever let on. can't even begin to imagine how much. I hope you know that I think you're amazing.

*hugs*

Sarah said...

Healing will take a long time, but I've loved seeing your testimony of eternal families throughout your blog!

Jackie said...

Thank you so much for putting this all together. I hope it wasn't too hard. Lots of love to you!

What I Did Today said...

Your future is so bright Amy, and beautiful Ella will always be a part of it. Sending up more prayers for you.

Heather said...

Ah time. Time does heal most wounds though with this is truly lessens the ache. Like you I can be taken back to the pain though I am rather sorry and sad to say that it takes more to take me back now that it has been almost 5 years. Our sweet babies are never far from us. Love you Miss Amy.